There was a certian online friend (No one on here) Who loved to talk to me and do really fun Rps which helped my mental well being. She started college this past semester and understandibly that slowed down very much. Now that she is done and at home, she hasn't even replied! Its been about 2, going on 3 weeks at this point and i'm getting angry! She is on her PC alot since I can see when shes on in Steam. I say "hey" every so often, but she never replies anymore, now often leaving when she sees im on. Does this mean she dosen't like me?
Its just...I honestly feel so lonely! These past few days have been spent by myself alone in my room, on my pc. Sure games and Internet are fun, but its just really...unfulfilling. I just wish I had someone, anyone to talk to! It seems that with all my friends, i'm the one who messages first, and rarely am I sent the first message. But when I do, i get excited, since that means someone wants to talk with me. Maybe thats what my friends think of me? Afterall, they never message me first and use me for stuff, my one friend owes me over $60!
You want to know what the worst part is? The fact that i'm 21 and a virgin! Like seriously? Its fucking pathetic! Theres even this one girl, who i'm nice to and is one of my only IRL friends, shes basically a slut, like not even using it badly, she has sex for money and has sex with boyfriends on a whim. Although she says shes only into asian guys, she had a 7 year thing with a white guy. And then you got me, the only person whos nice to her, and the most contact I've had is when I rubbed her belly on a school trip on a bed after a meal! (She dosent know about vore, well possibly a little) She really hasn't made any signs or anything at me, but honestly, with all of the BS i put up with from her, I deserve a little action!
So currently, I posted a RP request on this one site, Voreplay, its a M/M site for vore, I just hope that I could find someone there, since I'm running out of vore sites to try to get Friends and Rp partners on! If anyone knows some let me know! At least i'm getting some Pokemon Plushies for Christmas, at least I can talk to them, as sad as that is. I just have no one basically, despite how nice I am! Its like I'm there for others, but no one is there for me!